4th Pregnancy experience

 Salam..

Honestly, 3rd and 4th pregnancy is by accident. Is not like we don't want to have another bundle of joys in our perfect life but its more to not yet ready to have them at that moment but Allah always have better plan for us so now we are proud parents of 4 kids. 

During the 1st and 2nd months of pregnancy, I am still shock and not able to move forward. Still in denial and worried. Felt not ready and pity to my 2nd child since she just about to celebrate her 1 year old birthday and she was the one notice it first after she rejected direct feeding at all before we noticed that I am conceived.  While for the 4th pregnancy, the biggest fear is to going for check up and deliver this baby during Covid 19 pandemic. The most scariest one is when you need to do SWAB test which is I already imagined  that hurt a lot. The gap with my 3rd kid is 5 years. 

During latest pregnancy, I am experienced morning sickness earlier starts from Week 5. And only last when approaching Week 16. The worst case I am not able to tolerate with my husband body's smell until 16 weeks as well even he just took shower. Lol! I cannot eat fish as well. Not able to smell if someone frying anything. I love fruits but  tried to avoid sweet drinks/food. Love coffee and fast foods ( of course after morning sickness gone). Everyday I will order food via Grab/Foodpanda. I love chocolate as well.

During this pregnancy, my HB was low. Starting from 9.7 --> 10.2 --> 10.1 -->10.3. Actually my HB always low during all 4 pregnancies. And its makes every check up session hard for me since I need to do blood test every 2 weeks to monitor my HB and additional 2 to send it to Hospital Selayang for Iron studies. They thought I had Telesemia or Anemia but there is no issue when the result came out. My HB also not dangerously low so they just asked me to keep the HB above 10. 

I am also worried when doing check up during fasting months due to the tendency to have glucose in urine or in blood. They will forced to take another MGTT test to make sure that I am free from Diabetes or not. Luckily baby decided to see the real world earlier so I don't need to repeat that test. However, I am only need to replace to fasting for 16 days after this. Pray for me guys!